catalyst

It’s never easy to be the catalyst of change. It is, at the same time, an honest task and a heavy burden. At the beginning, when you don’t understand that’s what you have been called to do… you chafe against the call. Because it is difficult and you don’t understand the opposition of your person. You question everything. You fall to the criticism and question your very being. And as you pray for divine intervention, God is silent. And it hurts. So you armor yourself in the shield of scripture and faith. And pray again. You begin to use what you have and what you know to help yourself. Because if God calls you to it, He has already equipped you for it. You pray, this time, for strength and clarity, and begin to understand. As it is clear, that you have been chosen to bring about a greater good, you relax into it, the chafing eases and you relearn how to obey. No more chafing, no more questioning, just a resolve to hold steady. In truth. Change is never easy. And there is always a catalyst for it. The strongest people are called to it. They are the warriors. And there is a divine reward waiting for them. Grace and mercy will be their gift to give and also what they are given, by the only One who counts. Lord, have mercy on the warriors today. Grant them peace and a day of rest.

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i feel that…

enjoy the RIDE

Enjoy the ride, my loves. Enjoy the ride.

try try try

https://youtu.be/jcNKw8Ege5U

Try

Natasha Bedingfield

LYRICS

Don’t throw it away just because it’s broken

‘Cause anything can mend

Don’t call it a day just because the road’s blocked

Doesn’t mean we’re at the end

If it’s something you love, you don’t leave it

If it’s something you care for, you keep it

It’s never too far, it’s never too late

To tell someone “you’re the only one”

And even if it’s hard, just never give by

If you love someone, then you try try try try

Don’t jump the train just because it’s not moving

Doesn’t mean you’re on the wrong track

I’ll always remain even if the wind blows

Just, please, remember that

If it’s something you love, you don’t leave it

If it’s something you care for, you keep it

It’s never too far, it’s never too late

To tell someone “you’re the only one”

And even…

a fine resting PLACE

pretty much us

What If

Lauren Sudduth and Kane Brown

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fM8V1XOI-14
You say what if I hurt you, what if I leave you 

What if I find somebody else and I don’t need you

What if this goes south, what if I mess you up

You say what if I break your heart in two then what

Well I hear you girl, I feel you girl but not so fast
Before you make your mind up I gotta ask

What if I was made for you and you were made for me

What if this is it, what if it’s meant to be

What if I ain’t one of them fools just playin’ some game

What if I just pulled you close, what if I leaned in

And the stars line up and it’s our last first kiss

What if one of these days baby I’d go and change your name

What if I loved all these what ifs away

What if the sky falls or the sun stops burnin’
We could worry about them what ifs ’til the world stops turnin’

Or I could kiss you (you should kiss me), what if you liked it (bet I’d like it)

Well we ain’t never gonna know unless we try it

What if I was made for you and you were made for me
What if this is it, what if it’s meant to be

What if I ain’t one of them fools just playin’ some game

What if I just pulled you close, what if I leaned in

And the stars line up and it’s our last first kiss

What if one of these days baby I’d go and change your name

What if I loved all these what ifs away

You say what if I hurt you, what if I leave you 
What if I find somebody else and I don’t need you

What if I was made for you and you were made for me
What if this is it, what if it’s meant to be

What if I ain’t one of them fools just playin’ some game

What if I just pulled you close, what if I leaned in

And the stars line up and it’s our last first kiss

What if one of these days baby I’d go and change your name

What if I loved all these what ifs away

Away (away)

ready for a ROADTRIP 


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zIMDyLorTVs

So ready for a ROADTRIP. 

Filling up my music stash with an eclectic mix of swamp and ballads. Makes my heart happy. 

Highways and Clouds by Amos Lee

Highways, clouds

Ain’t no stopping, it’s all I’ve gotten

As far as I’ve dropped in, as far as I’ve come

I’m from the badlands

Raised up by hard hands

You can’t feel your face when
The wind makes you numb

Highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

We meet in the middle

With highways and clouds
Based Madonna

Do you wanna

Hop on my Honda

And get on the run

When you’re rollin’

You lose all your schoolin’

It’s all for fools man
That can’t come undone

Highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

We meet in the middle

Highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

We’re all lost a little

In highways and clouds
Ain’t no roadmap

We lost it at Flagstaff

It’s too late to turn back

There’s nothing to gain

So swallow me darkness

The cruel and the heartless
Will hold to our harness

And feed from our pain

Highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

We’re all lost a little In highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

Highways and clouds

We meet in the middle

Of highways

And clouds

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